Where's that dang remote?

It would be so nice if I could put the rest of my life on hold until I get through what's in front of me. Then I wouldn't have this worry bogging me down right now. While everyone else is looking forward to next week because it means our block test and anatomy practical will be over, I look forward to the end for another reason. If I could pause, I wouldn't miss out on the time, the milestones, the low moments to comfort, and everything in between. Instead I'm waiting, worrying, frustrated. Life happens whether we want it to or not. This is the part of life I hate.