Be True to Who You Are

So overwhelmed with everything life is throwing at me right now. And I hate being told how I'm supposed to feel. I'm exhausted, I haven't gotten as much accomplished this summer as I had hoped, I have watched people leave for vacation as I am stuck here working, and I'm not home to help out as my mom recovers from three operations. In my head, it makes since why I am not my usual bubbly happy self. I am not going to smile on command, no it doesn't make me feel better that you are going to laugh at me when I am drugged up after surgery, just let me be for a while. We all have our bad days, I am just having a string of them. Let me deal with it how I want to.