Oh the stress

Well there is less than two weeks until my medical school and I am pretty much freaking out. I feel like I should be preparing but right now I don't have time. I have three midterms this week and the rough draft of my 12-15 page paper due. Life is so stressful. Honestly, I looked at the student handbook for the med school I want to go to and got so discouraged and asked myself if this is really for me. It is so intimidating. I have to spend like a zillion hours in lab, freshmen and sophomores have to go to summer semester so I will be in school from August 11-June 19, and I can't wear jeans or sweat pants ever. I know the last item shouldn't be that much of a shock because I am now at like a professional level, but it is still school. I freaking have to dress up for school everyday. I am getting mentally worn out from the stress of midterms and my interview. I will be so glad when the next two weeks are over but I know that I am also going to have tons of regret. I am one of those people that right after I get out of taking a test looks up the answers to problems I wasn't sure about so I know after my interview I will look back on how I answered questions and beat myself up about my answers. And according to somebody that has already had an interview at PNU, they ask very specific, hard questions. I guess we will see how it goes.
So at this point, dropping out of school and eating government issued cheese with Mykaila down by the river sounds fantastic. Not really a big fan of vans though. There is an old school bus down the road that I think is for sale.
I am also wishing I had changed my voters registration so I could go to the caucus tomorrow at Western and actually participate. I don't have the time to drive down to Sultan to get involved. It is pretty cool to me that Washington could really effect the outcome of the democratic nomination.